The year has gone past, and what's ahead is never going to be the same; the joys and heartaches that had been shared with. will change, with all the untold stories.
But with my past, with all the stories that had been known, you can't erase the words, but to only keep reading on.

Once upon a time ...
hahaha. I'm always happy, bringing on a smile on my face wherever I go. Laughing at the littlest thing. I would never cry, cause I'm always happy. I believe that fairytales come true in those stories and in life too, if you believe in it. None of my friends want to believe. They keep saying that there's no such thing and keep telling me to stop dreaming of my fairytales and prince charming. Nope, not going to happen(:
There were so much happiness, each a different one everyday. here was last year, Jing Xuan - my very first partner - and I were always talking non stop in class, sharing our laughters together until then, I sat with Michelle Chua. She was the opposite of Jing Xuan. She hardly ever said a word and I thought at that time that it would be difficult to build a friendship with her. Little did I know, she and I became kind of good friends, though she said a few then, but almost the whole time, I was talking non stop to her, even sharing my problems with her. She was really nice and a good listener.
LOL. Jayme, sitting in front of me, always sitting sideways facing Faith. She, has tons of different jokes to share with us every new day that started and hardly ever giving us a break from laughing. So I called her my joker friend.

And there's this year. Faith, my first-few-months-Chinese partner. We had fun sitting together + Shimona, in front of Faith. I remembered there was a time when I was bored of listening to the teacher, so I started drawing some people in class. I drew a few before Faith wanted to help too. LOL. It was so much fun how they all turned out to look. There was Jing Xuan, Faith, me, Nicole Ang, Trisha, Shimona, Claudia, Zhi Yin, Jayme and Evangel. And it turned out that Jayme was the prettiest.
Shimona was funny too. Every time when we were supposed to do our Chinese workbook, she would turn around to join Faith and I, though we end up talking a lot and she making fun of me and Little Miss Sunshine.
I had my new partner; Nicole Chan. She's a great girl and partner. We're always laughing, me making her. She thinks I'm crazy though. Sometimes we sing songs, exchange stories with each other and draw clothes. It all sounds like we're still little kids. But who cares? We were enjoying ourselves.
There came the look-a-like-McDonald teacher, big smile on his face, walking with confidence; Mr Jhee. Hahahaha, He doesn't know how to pronounce my name, but I didn't care much cause it was funny and then Zhi Yin made it even 'worse'. It wasn't my first time hearing someone pronounce my name wrongly. But I guess I can't blame them and say it's wrong, because some English words have a few different pronunciation, so maybe my name is one of them.
Mr Jhee forgot my anme a few times, and when he asked, I told, but there was Zhi Yin, saying nono and pronouncing it the way he first said my name. And then she would laugh and everyone joins in, but poor Mr Jhee would have a confused look on his face. From then on, Zhi Yin started calling me by that name Mr Jhee made for me.
ANd Jayme, I have no idea what she has been doing in Maths class, because at that period, again Mr Jhee called my name, this time, Jayme burst out laughing so loud and non-stop like she heard the most hilarious thing. And then Zhi Yin and Trisha started to join her, but wasn't worse than hers.
Zhi Yin, my Maths partner. She's like the funniest friend I've sat with. She's really nice too, though mean at times; changingmy name to a maid's one and then calling me by that name and asking me to do things for her ( "Maliya, cook for me" , "Maliya, wash my clothes!" etc ). I like Zhi Yin's stories. Haha, but mine's much more intersting(:
Poems! I'm not really sure what it is actually, doesn't really look and sound like a one, but that's what we call it! Evangel was the one who started it all at first. And because it's her, it's something emo. And then I started mine, which was all lovely dovey. Last, we combined our thoughts in together with Faith, writing different different types of poems, though almost all of them are about love. Sad ones. The three of us wrote many and I've kepy most of them, opening up those slightly crumbled papers with different handwritings and reading them from time to time. I guess that's one way to keep their faces and those moments we had fresh in my memory.
I've read what some wrote and I'd still say Rachel's one was the only one that kind of touched my heart. Rachel wrote her own poems. They beat all of ours that we wrote. And I gave a thought then. That maybe the truth is the one that hurts the most, more than you can imagine. So much so that it breaks the heart of the writer more than anyone else that reads it over again, and again.
Science Lab Group! YAY! I love my Science group. There's Rachel, Charmaine, Clara and me. We always got scolded by Mr Jhee for talking or singing and sometimes even laughing :D
It was really fun being with them though. Rachel was always the one who starts singing all those really sad love songs that her eyes would go teary. hahaha. But it was rather sad for her too, because those Taylor Swift songs just reflected back at her, one way or another. But I'm glad she's not really singing them anymore - she finally got her happy ending(:
There was once Rachel started singing (as usual) and then slowly, one by one, each of us started singing our own songs; which finally, it was loud enough that we all realised that we were singing different songs. Then one of them said "can we all sing the same song together?" and we laughed. Clara and Rachel were the ones who dared to sing out loud. Charmaine, she sings rather softly and according to Rachel, she said I always sang to myself. Ohh well. I'm definatly going to miss them all and those special moments that they gave me and not others the next time I sit in the Science Lab with my new three new group members. Who knows that although we might do the same thing - sing - but what I do know that it is a different kind of joy that I had shared with Rachel, Clara and Charmaine...

The End.

♥ Chocolates! Round colorful huge Lollipop!
♥ Daydreaming/Dreaming
♥ Every color!
♥ FAIRYTALES! :D
♥ Poping trisha's blown bubble-bubble gum! :D
♥ Little Miss Sunshine
♥ Strawberry Shortcake


Don't believe in failure. Because simply by saying you've failed, you've admitted you attempted.
And anyone who attempts is not a failure.
Those who truly fail in the eyes are the ones who never try at all.
The ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them.

If you try anything, if you try to improve yourself, or to love, or to make the world a better place,
you have already achieved something wonderful, before you even begin.
Forget failure.
If things don't work out the way you want, hold your head up high and be proud
And try again.
And again.
And again...

Never give up finding the only key you've always been looking for in your life,
to the one lock.
Because, because you'll find it someday...