Alone
Friday, February 15, 2008
7:13 AM
And she had to leave.
I didn't really understand why. Now I'm left all alone. Her life is 'new' now, but mine's 'old'.
Of course I'm happy for her for doing well, but now I really hope that she had done okay instead of very well. And she doesn't have to leave.
I wish that we could go back in time and be a better friend towards her.
I've regreted it.
I'm regreting it.
I'll regret it
Forever.
She was a great friend towards me, but I wasn't at all.
Maybe now she isn't, but I am?
When I cried, she comforted me,
when I was lonely, she accompanied me,
when I was down, she was the only one who could cheer me up again.
I don't know when we'll see each other again.
Maybe after four years?
Maybe when we're working?
Maybe, never?
Thinking of how she's always doing;
thinking of how happy she's doing,
and here I am, knowing that I'm not at all happy.
I miss her.
I'll remember her, but will I suddenly forget her one day?
Will she remember me forever?
Or maybe we'll forget each other on that day ...
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